My name is Joti Shephi. I am a NLP Practioner, Spiritual Mentor and Childcare extraordinaire who takes children on outdoor adventures. I am also a woman who has experienced 2 miscarriages and has been on a fertility journey for over three years with my life partner and boyfriend. I have been to acupuncturists, ivf specialists and naturalists. I have taken tinctures, formulas, prayed, been prodded with needles and tracked my cycle. As a healer and ceremonialist I am skilled at traversing the shadow realms of reality as a means to finding what stories need retelling. Through my experience with miscarriage I have found new ways to honor this profound experience of birthing death. I am here to bring out the beauty and sorrow of miscarriage as a pathway to understanding how to grieve and find hope again.